[This is - it’s nice. Cozy, even if she still feels a bit bad about having put a halt to things for this. It’s stupid, having a gorgeous, mostly naked guy in her bed and she has to put on the breaks.] Sorry.
You have nothing to apologize for. ( no, really. this was always a possibility. ) We knew going into this that we've both got stuff to work through. You need to stop, we stop. No questions asked, no apology needed.
( eddie rubs at her upper arm in what he hopes is a soothing gesture. he doesn't want this to be something she stresses over. maybe tonight was a bust, but that doesn't mean they're never going to get there. though--he would still be happy to be with her even if they did end up never having sex. )
I don't think we have to stop for the rest of the night?
[Well. She hopes they don't have to stop for the rest of the night. It's not what she was thinking when she called for them to take a moment, even if now she feels sort of weird about it.]
( he kisses the top of her head again. ) Okay. Whenever you're ready, then.
( in the meantime, he's content to snuggle. though he knows buck is probably going to feel awkward about this, so... he gives her upper arm a small squeeze, then places his hand on her waist. )
[She tilts her head and narrows her eyes a little. Because if he's planning to do something that involves tickling, then they might be done with this for the night after all.] Why?
Good call. [She might not be sure she believes him, but he does deserve acknowledgment for reading the room and immediately dropping the idea if that was the case.] Kneeing it by accident was absolutely not in the plans I had for your dick tonight.
( he laughs. ) Good! I really didn't want to have to put ice on my crotch tonight.
( see, they're all good. the sexy mood may be gone, but the night's not ruined. if she wants to pick things up again she can, but eddie's pretty sure she's not worrying about it right now. )
( oh! well. he's certainly not toing to protest that. in fact, he gets back into it pretty quick. hard not to when he can feel her pressed so close to him, all that skin on skin.
he tangles one hand in her hair, kissing her back enthusiastically. maybe nipping gently at her bottom lip. )
[Is she starting this up again too fast? Maybe. Who knows. She just knows that he was looking all gorgeous and his lips were on hers and she wanted to be closer to him again, wanted to have him under her.
She grins into the kiss before slipping her tongue past his lips. Maybe this wasn't too early. She's definitely feeling pretty good about it already.]
( any thoughts eddie had about making sure buck was good before they got back into this--hell, any thought in general--have all flown out of his head. he's too preoccupied with buck's breasts against his chest, her tongue in his mouth, and just how quickly all the blood in his body is flowing down south.
he palms her ass with one hand, pulling her against him just that little bit more. like if he holds on tight enough they might be able to eliminate all the space between their atoms, like nothing else is close enough. )
[And any worries that Buck had about having permanently ruined the mood for the night are pretty much gone now. It’s clear that, brief pause aside, Eddie’s very much ready to go again, and that does settle something in her chest.
It also kind of makes her want to push things a bit further now.] - So did you still want to be introduced to some of the Buckley Toy Collection?
[She has to climb off him and stretch a bit to reach the nightstand where said collection lives, but she's pretty confident that the view's fantastic and he's not gonna mind. The location of the Collection(TM) isn't hidden, exactly, but the drawer is kind of fancy and doesn't actually look like a drawer. It doesn't have a handle, it's just smooth wood that you press inwards to unlatch, and she might have picked this nightstand primarily because it makes her feel like she's a secret agent accessing a hidden compartment for secret documents or something.
After a second, she comes out with a blue rabbit vibrator and a bottle of lube. Given that she is definitely extremely wet at this point, she probably won't need the latter for herself, but it's there if Eddie needs it, too.]
( it is indeed a very nice view, and eddie is extremely appreciative. it's about to get even better, though, and he is very much ready for it. eventually, he'll probably snag the lube and make use of it, but for now he's just... stroking himself through the thin cotton of his boxer briefs as he watches her get situated.
though after a moment, he thinks better of it, and reaches out to hook a finger around the waistband of her panties. )
[Once she has what she wanted, she settles back in against his side because she can't exactly be on top of him for this part, but she still wants to be close.] Yeah.
[She was going to pull them off herself, but if he wants to help - she wriggles her hips a little, getting ready to make it easier on him to slide them off.]
( yes, he definitely would like to help. he tugs her panties down and tosses them off to the side, in the general direction of wherever her bra went. hopefully not over the side of the loft. his own underwear follows quickly after.
and then it's just... her. them. touching as much as they can side by side. and he can't stop looking at her. the pink of her nipples, the curve of her hip, the glisten between her thighs. he's gotta get a hand on himself at the sight. give himself a little pressure, a little relief. )
[She watches, absolutely shameless, when he pulls off his own underwear, because she was absolutely not kidding when she said she wanted to see him get himself off. And she's not disappointed by the sight of his dick, curving nicely upwards towards his stomach, to the point where she has to take a second to remind herself, again, that she's not jumping ahead of herself with him. If she does this right, then she has a whole lifetime to become intimately acquainted with his dick.
For now, she takes the vibrator, not turned on yet, and drags it lightly through her folds, getting it nice and wet to start with.]
( it's a little crazy how turned on he feels watching someone else get teased. or maybe it still counts as teasing him even though it's her body? either way, eddie's eyes are glued to the sight of that vibe moving up and down, getting slicker with each pass. he wants to see it inside her. wants to hear the sound she makes when she turns the motor on.
he also wants things a little slicker on his end, so he pauses and fumbles around for the bottle of lube, squirting a little into his palm before he takes himself in hand again. )
[For all that Buck's had a lot of experience with sex, this somehow feels a bit new to her. Which - it sort of is. Most of her experience is with one-night stands, and those partners pretty much all wanted something more hands-on than watching each other get off. Much as she looks forward to feeling what it's like to have his hands on her like this, there's something incredibly intoxicating about being the focus of his attention like this, about watching him stroke himself and knowing it's for her.
Part of the reason she picked the vibrator she's using is because it has a lot of fun pre-set speeds to play with, and when she decides it's slick enough, she turns it on to a low pulse, her breath hitching softly as she rests it against her clit.]
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( eddie rubs at her upper arm in what he hopes is a soothing gesture. he doesn't want this to be something she stresses over. maybe tonight was a bust, but that doesn't mean they're never going to get there. though--he would still be happy to be with her even if they did end up never having sex. )
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[Well. She hopes they don't have to stop for the rest of the night. It's not what she was thinking when she called for them to take a moment, even if now she feels sort of weird about it.]
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( in the meantime, he's content to snuggle. though he knows buck is probably going to feel awkward about this, so... he gives her upper arm a small squeeze, then places his hand on her waist. )
... You're not ticklish, are you?
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[She tilts her head and narrows her eyes a little. Because if he's planning to do something that involves tickling, then they might be done with this for the night after all.] Why?
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Just wanted to make sure I didn't startle you. Your knee is kinda close to my dick.
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( see, they're all good. the sexy mood may be gone, but the night's not ruined. if she wants to pick things up again she can, but eddie's pretty sure she's not worrying about it right now. )
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[Because blue = cold = ice makes them cold? She's doing great at this.]
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Oh, god. Don't make me think about frostbitten balls. ( his hard-on is already gone, you don't have to try and kill it more. )
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Sorry. [She gives him an apologetic kiss on the cheek.]
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[Because if he’s going to kiss her, then she’s going to twist around so she can lie on top of him and maybe start things up again.]
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he tangles one hand in her hair, kissing her back enthusiastically. maybe nipping gently at her bottom lip. )
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She grins into the kiss before slipping her tongue past his lips. Maybe this wasn't too early. She's definitely feeling pretty good about it already.]
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he palms her ass with one hand, pulling her against him just that little bit more. like if he holds on tight enough they might be able to eliminate all the space between their atoms, like nothing else is close enough. )
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It also kind of makes her want to push things a bit further now.] - So did you still want to be introduced to some of the Buckley Toy Collection?
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Yeah, definitely. ( it's only a fantasy literally come to life. no big deal. )
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[She has to climb off him and stretch a bit to reach the nightstand where said collection lives, but she's pretty confident that the view's fantastic and he's not gonna mind. The location of the Collection(TM) isn't hidden, exactly, but the drawer is kind of fancy and doesn't actually look like a drawer. It doesn't have a handle, it's just smooth wood that you press inwards to unlatch, and she might have picked this nightstand primarily because it makes her feel like she's a secret agent accessing a hidden compartment for secret documents or something.
After a second, she comes out with a blue rabbit vibrator and a bottle of lube. Given that she is definitely extremely wet at this point, she probably won't need the latter for herself, but it's there if Eddie needs it, too.]
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though after a moment, he thinks better of it, and reaches out to hook a finger around the waistband of her panties. )
Off?
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[She was going to pull them off herself, but if he wants to help - she wriggles her hips a little, getting ready to make it easier on him to slide them off.]
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hopefully not over the side of the loft.his own underwear follows quickly after.and then it's just... her. them. touching as much as they can side by side. and he can't stop looking at her. the pink of her nipples, the curve of her hip, the glisten between her thighs. he's gotta get a hand on himself at the sight. give himself a little pressure, a little relief. )
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For now, she takes the vibrator, not turned on yet, and drags it lightly through her folds, getting it nice and wet to start with.]
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he also wants things a little slicker on his end, so he pauses and fumbles around for the bottle of lube, squirting a little into his palm before he takes himself in hand again. )
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Part of the reason she picked the vibrator she's using is because it has a lot of fun pre-set speeds to play with, and when she decides it's slick enough, she turns it on to a low pulse, her breath hitching softly as she rests it against her clit.]
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i should apologize for this tag but i'm not going to
I was expecting the pun
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