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Good to know.

( he reaches behind her and unclips her bra. because he is absolutely taking that as an invitation to get it off her. and as tempting as it is to dive back in to peppering her skin with kisses, he takes a moment to just--look. and touch a little, thumb circling her areola but carefully not touching where she'd probably prefer him to.

it's a deliberate tease, but also a moment to pull his brain back together a little bit. because this isn't quite where he thought they were going to go with all this and he just wants to check in. ) This okay?

[Even without him touching it directly, her nipple still hardens under the attention. There's a slight flush building in her skin because for some reason, him just - looking at her like that is what's starting to get to her.

The question is a welcome distraction.] Yeah. I mean, I didn't picture us on opposite sides of the bed, keeping our hands all the way to ourselves or anything. [Admittedly, having a look, don't touch thing going could be pretty hot, but sometime in the future. Sometime when it's not the first time they get to touch.]

Okay. ( he plants one hand on the mattress behind him and leans back a little, his other hand still tracing circles and other swirling patterns on her chest. )

Do you-- ( the backs of his fingers brush between her breasts, down the line of her sternum to her navel, then back again ) --want to show me what feels best for you?

( otherwise he's happy to keep exploring and finding out what gets a reaction out of her. but he also wouldn't mind a little direction. )

[In reply, she places one of her hands over his, guiding it so that it's resting against her right breast. With her help, she leads him through brushing his thumb over her hardening nipple, then tweaking it lightly a few times.

Once she's gotten that started, she turns her attention to mouthing kisses along his jawline.]

( he keeps up the motions of his thumb, even as he lets his eyes close and his head fall back a bit to give buck room. there's a spot, right under his jaw on his left side, that has his breath hitching and a shiver rushing down his spine when her lips hit it. )

Buck... ( he says her name just to say it. to feel it roll off his tongue and into the quiet night. he switches hands, lets his left hold him up and his right pay attention to her other breast. )

[Her lips curve into a smirk against his skin when she finds that spot, and she spends a few more moments paying attention to it, stopping just short of anything that would actually leave a mark on it because that would be a very noticeable spot and it would be kind of a dick move without discussing it first. But that doesn't mean she can't explore whether or not there's a matching spot on the other side of his jaw.

If her hips are rolling slightly where she's basically seated in his lap, unconsciously seeking friction, then that's. Well. She hasn't quite noticed yet.]

( there is indeed a matching spot on the other side, a little closer to his ear, that gets much the same reaction out of him. a sharp inhale, a slight tremble. though the quiet moan that slips from his parted lips is due entirely to the motion of her hips.

his hand drops from her breast to her hip, and he pulls her in tighter to him, wanting a little more friction where he's hard under her. )

[She is absolutely memorizing those spots for future use even as she explores them now for the first time, and there's some warm feeling in her chest that's not just arousal at the thought that she can easily picture a future with him like that. Where she knows all those little things about him as well as she knows herself.

The sound of his moan and the change in the way he's holding her is what really makes her aware that she's kind of been grinding against him, and that's. Well, it's not bad or anything, but this is where she would probably be moving to something that they've already decided isn't happening tonight. Her body kind of - pauses, not sure if this is where they should disentangle a little.]

( the second he feels her pause, eddie is moving his hand back to more neutral territory. (though he's not sure anything really counts as neutral territory when she's only in her underwear.) he opens his eyes and tilts his head back down so he can get a good look at her face, trying to see if she's upset or uncomfortable. )

Buck...?

Hey.

[The truth is, Buck is actually not very good at setting boundaries in the moment. She's talked about this in therapy, how she doesn't trust her own judgment about these things because, when it comes down to it, her judgment has actually been pretty awful. It's part of why the plan of action she'd come up with had included deciding where they are in advance, when her head's clearer.

She still has to breathe through the urge to say fuck it and ignore all that careful thinking she's done because she knows that's not a good idea.] I'm okay. Just, maybe we should back off a little for a sec?

( he gives her a small smile, gently rubbing at the ball of her shoulder. ) Whatever you need, baby.

( even if this is as far as they end up getting tonight, he's happy. just getting to touch her this much, to see her this much, is more than he thought he might get this soon. and, y'know, he's proud of her for acknowledging she needs a breather. )

[It's not that she'd expected him to react badly or anything - she's trusted him to have her back in much higher stakes situations than this - but his answer still settles something inside her. She climbs out of his lap but doesn't go far at all, just tucks herself into the warmth of his side. That way she can still be close to him without it feeling quite so sexual.]

( eddie lays back on the mattress, tucking one arm behind his head. the other he keeps around buck, palm curled around the ball of her shoulder. it's maybe a little awkward laying with his legs mostly hanging off the edge of the bed, but. it's nice, too. having her curled against him. he tilts his chin to he can kiss the crown of her head. )

[This is - it’s nice. Cozy, even if she still feels a bit bad about having put a halt to things for this. It’s stupid, having a gorgeous, mostly naked guy in her bed and she has to put on the breaks.] Sorry.

You have nothing to apologize for. ( no, really. this was always a possibility. ) We knew going into this that we've both got stuff to work through. You need to stop, we stop. No questions asked, no apology needed.

( eddie rubs at her upper arm in what he hopes is a soothing gesture. he doesn't want this to be something she stresses over. maybe tonight was a bust, but that doesn't mean they're never going to get there. though--he would still be happy to be with her even if they did end up never having sex. )

I don't think we have to stop for the rest of the night?

[Well. She hopes they don't have to stop for the rest of the night. It's not what she was thinking when she called for them to take a moment, even if now she feels sort of weird about it.]

( he kisses the top of her head again. ) Okay. Whenever you're ready, then.

( in the meantime, he's content to snuggle. though he knows buck is probably going to feel awkward about this, so... he gives her upper arm a small squeeze, then places his hand on her waist. )

... You're not ticklish, are you?

Not really?

[She tilts her head and narrows her eyes a little. Because if he's planning to do something that involves tickling, then they might be done with this for the night after all.] Why?

( he was absolutely going to see if she's ticklish. but that idea is going sailing out the window the second she gives him a look. )

Just wanted to make sure I didn't startle you. Your knee is kinda close to my dick.

Good call. [She might not be sure she believes him, but he does deserve acknowledgment for reading the room and immediately dropping the idea if that was the case.] Kneeing it by accident was absolutely not in the plans I had for your dick tonight.

( he laughs. ) Good! I really didn't want to have to put ice on my crotch tonight.

( see, they're all good. the sexy mood may be gone, but the night's not ruined. if she wants to pick things up again she can, but eddie's pretty sure she's not worrying about it right now. )

That'd probably make it the worst case of blue balls I've ever given someone.

[Because blue = cold = ice makes them cold? She's doing great at this.]

( oh, hey, what do you know, it's possible to laugh and wince at the same time. )

Oh, god. Don't make me think about frostbitten balls. ( his hard-on is already gone, you don't have to try and kill it more. )

[Yeah, that's. That's definitely not a sexy thought, he's right.]

Sorry. [She gives him an apologetic kiss on the cheek.]

I forgive you. ( but he is going to tilt her chin up so he can give her a proper kiss. )

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